Current State

One question that came up this week, following on from a couple of posts here, was “Am I depressed?” (Well, technically “Are you depressed?”, but that makes less sense when written here)

It made me think a bit, but really the honest answer is “No, no more than usual”. I’m nowhere near as bad as I have been, that’s for sure – I don’t feel the need for going back on anti-depressants or anything. (Probably a good thing, as I’ve not moved GP yet – must make a note to do that this week)

I’m pretty functional – but then, I always have been, even on my worst days – although motivation is still pretty dog-shit.

What I am though, rather than depressed, is just so, so tired.

I’ll figure things out, I know. But I hope to find some energy first in order to get them figured out.